My best friend has just left Australia for good today... Arghhhhh! Not that I missed her very much since I'm gonna see her soon anyway - but that reminded me I will be leaving soon, too. After 2 more weeks??? @_@!!! That's so depressing!!!
Although I don't really like my life here after graduation - it's empty, boring, monotonous... - I still miss my darling very much and couldn't bear to think leaving him alone. It is really a mixed feeling. On one side, I felt that my ability is deteriorating as I stays at home most of the time and did nothing. On the other side, I felt I've supported my darling just by staying & being with him.
I've bought the ticket and am packing my things now. It's a done deal. So maybe I should look for positive changes within me and within this relationship rather than whining and whinging the situation.
Still, I felt that time is nearly up when I think about my friend's finishing uni and now has left me. I started to reminisce my few years life here in Aust and it has much more good time than bad. I wouldn't be sure that I would return to the land in the future but it's a good life for me in Aust is all that matters.
