Sometimes, it just shows up and says hi to you.

I know that opportunities don't always show up, so when it's there, maybe I should forget all the plans I've had in mind and just go for it. I could always go back to it if this doesn't work out.

I'm kind of overwhelmed by this, thinking am I well prepared for it? If not, maybe I'd just waste this (and maybe the only) chance that I have in life?

On the other hand, I think it may be too good to be true. Like my past job, I thought it's gonna be "Great! I'm gonna have a good time and learn something out of my it".  And in fact, I did learn A LOT, more than what I expected but at the same time feeling miserable throughout.  Struggling in every minute whenever I got or not get anything to do (as you need to appear to be very busy in any moment to show your worthiness).

I was totally fed up and so it's been a relief quitting the job.  I plan to go on working holiday early next year so there's still some time. And that's when the opportunity comes up to me and says hi.  Huh, what should I do?

Time to think about leaving.  Or stay to learn from a bad example?  What's my original intention in joining this company?

Maybe the only reason I haven't left yet is I love challenges no matter what.  This company is ever changing and it's already a BIG challenge.  However, when it comes to unreasonable demand and workload, I'd say I'm not the kind of person who would compromise an unfair treatment for long.

Seems it all comes down to destiny now to determine what path I'd take in the following months.

Let's see.

Everything's Not Lost - Coldplay

 

Go to the UK

I just need to go to England next year, no matter what.